Short.

I will never be good enough for you.

Today I did things like see that Harry Potter movie.  I knew I would.
Because... other people wanted me to.
And its the same reason I suppress the voice.  Other people want me to be human.  They don't want to see me enjoy suffering.  I've been having the hardest time accepting my current academic situation.
And I like it.  I want to dig myself deeper.
The only thing that is on my nerves for sure... is how weak I am.

Sorry everyone.  Sorry I haven't been strong.


Stay beautiful