I'm not alright.
Fine defines me, I walk day to day I work hour to hour and I even eat at meals. I exercise enough, not too much, I think about school, I even review the information (but I'm still behind). If you looked at me, evaluated my actions I'm fine.
The dark white of emptiness took my soul from me.
All I can think of is dark white.
Every day is dark white.
I'm not going to die for a long time, but from now until I die I foresee it. Whiteness for eternity.
Without color. I'm just like everyone else.
Its time... to darken the lens.
And stop being myself
Gotta be somebody else
stay beautiful
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Apparently someday you won't have to be "somebody else" and you'll be confident with yourself.
ReplyDeleteI don't know if that's true because I still want to be somebody else.
But I didn't want to be depressing.
After all, you're lovely. Just the way you are.