I'm scared

Someone asked this on my formspring:

The phone is ringing, its Ana calling, should I answer?

 

 I can't pretend that I don't hear it too.

I feel like its alive in my head.  And its just been waiting.

I don't want to...

 

 If you can... play the 15 minute game; the rules of the game go as follows.  You tell yourself that 15 minutes from now you will give in, but if 15 minutes later you remember and you are about to give in, you first have to ask yourself: can I do another 15 minutes?  If you can, you have to wait another 15 minutes before you give in.  And you play, and you play and you play.

I never won...

stay beautiful