The only thing I'm addicted to

I haven't been taking care of myself.

On October 7th I got a giant knot in my hair. Just today i finally got that knot out of my hair. I haven't showered in over a month. I haven't exercised in 2 weeks. I have had many days where I don't eat my first meal until 10pm. My cat has been shitting on the floor and sometimes I just leave it there. I don't feel like doing anything.

I'd like to say I don't care, but honestly it just feels like something I lack the capacity for. I have no capacity.


There are people on meth that have their life together more than I do.