Just another volunteer organization I want to help out. I want to work every second of my day. You know... if I didn't eat so much I'd feel good about myself and I wouldn't have to try to do this to feel useful. But even with trying to help I feel useless because to tell the truth I haven't done anything yet. I still need to give.
I don't know where I put my library volunteer nametag.
My work is having me do office work for them. I call people and pretend I have official business and know their accounts when I don't know anything but their name and phone number. Then I ask for their credit card information and write it down on paper. I leave it on the counter when I close.
Propitious: favorable situation or person. Like propitious weather.
pro·pi·tious
[pruh-pish-uh
s] 
Show IPA –adjective
1.
presenting favorable conditions; favorable: propitious weather.
2.
indicative of favor; auspicious: propitious omens.
3.
Close enough?
I don't know...
I don't think I'll ever be good enough for me.
Propitious used Scald.
I like my Propitious... its a Swan Pokemon. So beautiful... It makes me wish I knew someone that was swan-like in beauty... I don't really like animals: I scare them too much. I'd love animals if they didn't have to be afraid of me. But all of you have something to be afraid of.
I was considering dying my hair this summer. I was thinking neon pink or neon blue or rainbow. But I wanted to let someone else decide for me. Who knows... I might post pictures when I do it.
I also want to kill myself symbolically. I want to walk into a street with active traffic. Travel off the path. Climb up buildings and lean over the edge. I want to open my skin in front of people and introduce myself as Goldfish to someone. I want to know what it feels like to be a ghost...
Ghosts don't eat.
:(
I'm no good at that.
I guess I'll stay where I am.
Hoping to die someday...
stay beautiful
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