Wanna know whats funny? I thought I wasn't eating disordered anymore.
I unintentionally have been living off of little food and losing weight. I just noticed it today when a friend told me I lost weight. I kept thinking its because I decided to wear a shirt that shows my collarbone today...
But now I feel it. I'm on my low. You know... when your weight fluctuates and you are lighter... I'm there now. Been living off of 2 fuji apples, water, and plenty of stress every day for about a week.
I'm low on energy.
Weird how I can't escape it.
I don't care, because its part of me. It has been for a long time.
Just... tired. Lots of headaches. I'm not hungry even when i haven't eaten.
I know people will think there is something wrong with me. Gah... its so annoying because I'm so healthy.
I haven't been able to work out forrealz yet. Its eating at me.
Eating... haha.
God I'm funny.
I love being messed up
Stay Beautiful
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