I want to stop helping people. I want to stop making people smile. I want to stop giving to others. I want to go away. I want to be alone in a corner for about a week. And then I want to get kicked back into shape so I can live life for a few months again.
I say I want to die... or the voice in my head says I want to die. But do I mean it?
Is dying easy? Because the voice tells me to die like it is easy. Like I could simply die whenever.
It takes some dying... to feel alive.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Where did this mess come from!
I NEED TO CLEAN.
sorry got to go.
stay beautiful
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No you dont mean it
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