No soul

There really isn't a resource for people that want to die.

No... we always have to 'seek help'
and that...
help
it won't save you

Its fucking the same thing that you KNOW is out there
someone that says they will LISTEN
well listening isn't going to bring change

Its sad...

Being me
is sad
pathetic

Its cold
I wonder what it is going to be like when it rains
colder?

Am I ever going to focus on losing weight again?
I'm just so done with wasting my life.
I want to spend it doing something


haze haze day every day
freeze freeze
play dead
play pretend
doesn't even make sense




stay beautiful