Efforts

I am leaving for another camp in 30 minutes. I haven't packed. I haven't memorized the music. I haven't even practiced.

I have been spending my time cooking (eating normal sized portions- I don't know what I think about that) and hacking brawl some more. Brawl is the name I give to a game (Super Smash Brothers Brawl) that my friends and I play nonstop and I have competed in. I've also hosted Brawl fundraisers and I hack my game.
I don't know what I am avoiding.

The Truth is I have a lot of secrets that I don't blog about. Its nothing serious like my parents beating me or that I do hard drugs. I'm not even that interesting.
I tell almost everything.

I have been spending my time on these video games.
What I don't talk about is girls.
A girl wants to be treated like she is the only one. My secrets are that I say much of the same things to many different girls. In retrospect it doesn't matter. But to them it is important. I apologize; there are many special people in the world.

This is a waste of an entry.
I'm a good chef, therefore I have been a good eater.
I'm still tired from last camp. I've been sticking to foods that done give as much calories, but I have less energy as a result of that. Still, nothing stops me from working hard.

I have yet to pay for my speeding ticket. It just got in the mail 2 days ago. But I haven' been keeping up with much.
Right now if I examine my life I see myself in a static place. I'm not trying hard enough because I am waiting for that moment where I am supposed to try.


I'm bored.... wish I could say something interesting...